Thursday, December 30, 2010
:/
Its time to turn over a new leaf.
Dyed my hair black and removed all my piercings. Cut my hair short also.
I don't want to disappoint my parents again. Seeing how sad they were when i kena lockup, really broke my heart. I feel so unfilial.
Sometimes in life we have to lose something, in order to gain something. I hope my parents forgiven me already. I will be a better person from now on and won't cause anymore trouble for them.
In life, you have to go through certain things to make you notice what is really wrong and what is really right, who is your true friends who will go through thick and thin with you, and who are those who dont even give e fuck after all you done and sacrificed for them.
i've lost so much things this year. My freedom, my parent's trust, and the girl i love the most. I hope 2011 will be a better year for me :'(
Court on the 24th jan. hope the judge will give me a chance.